when you're sitting all alone
in the middle of the floor
there's something uncontrollable
you sit there watching the door


i really feel ill
tattoo your bad side
slap your tigh
slap your calf
sing your mantra
leave your walk

something fierce along my spine
just givin' lovin' from behind
fortify my arms
fortify my arms

color me
color me
color me
color me

REDELLIOUS, Gabriela Kwarta, Poland, 19

This project was created by me when I was really "sitting all alone" after Tricky's gig in Warsaw, in my ascetic room, with no lights, listening to "Tattoo" and "Tonite is a special nite" alternately. I spent plenty of summer evenings checking thousands of samples and loops, trying to find - intuitively - the darkest.
When I started to sing there was something pleasant in anxiety and insecurity that arose inside me. My loneliness got outside, though. I don't feel it anymore.
I show you my vulnerability and I give you my solitude. Now your turn... get in, get out or take me from here.

(Color me?)